I remember when i was in my 13 to 14 years old i wanted to be like those famous facebookers with their pretty make up and BOOM when i tried an eyeliner it made me into a panda and no it is not pretty. At all.After high school and yes thanks to a certain heartbreak (which i am really really glad it happened) changed my life since then. I became able to do what i had always wanted and pursue what i want. I wouldn't be here without him. Most of my friends are not like me,they have wider circle of friends but i don't so i get it when they are slightly famous than me. Yes i am quite jealous but,it's alright. Like now i am blogging but i won't even know if anyone is reading this and if you do,it's alright to judge cause i get it. I gotta admit i am one of those social media freak.
Here are my photoshoots! There are actually like 100+ pictures of them but who in their right mind would post all of them out on Instagram,Facebook or anything? I'll get reported for spamming i am sure ☺
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I really really love this picture of me cause it gives me this innocent and sweet feeling even if i am not innocent and sweet at all (hahahahahaha) And after breaking my first lens,sadly,this is my second one,did i mention that? I bought it from Polkadotz Lens store you can find it here and it's affordable and comfortable. 100% originally imported from Korea ❆
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I find myself looking like a small girl here aand i love this look as well but..i prefer to post less of acting cute selfies or pictures of me cause i don't really enjoy being judge and hey,i know that's life and i can still endure it just..no one like to be judged right? I wanted to cut short hair but majority of the people i know said i looked better this way. I wanted to cut bangs too but i don't think it will suit me,we'll see how.
I actually wanted to post this picture on social media but somehow it seemed weird and nice at the same time so i'm not quite sure so i'll just post it out here!
So what do you think? I personally don't like my hairstyle here and yes the floor rectangle thing but i have no choice. I haven't got my license yet. Probably next Tuesday or anything since i just passed the exam yesterday (inserts happy emoticon)
You can see here i am a fan of make up stuffs and dressing-up. I want to pursue my goals for 2016. I am no satisfied with my 2015 cause i did not do anything at all. I want to make this year a meaningful here. One day i am going to achieve my goals. I know not everything comes easily so i'll take it slowly. I'll post about my 2016 resolutions next time!
And one thing i am happy about is for the FIRST TIME EVER i appeared on other pages which i had always wanted. Even if it is not something big but i will never forget it ♥
I know it's just feedbacks or what but out of so many customers the shop posted minee so i am actually very happy with this even if it is just this. Yes i am a narcissist ☺
I actually wanted to post tutorials about this make up but i was super busy today so tomorrow i'll take some pictures when doing make up maybe. (Sorry)
Something personal here is i started blogging because i was inspired by @charlottelum and @lucaslauu, if you know who they are. They actually boosted my confidence because i was quite an introvert and yes i am shy around people because i always think they are so much better than me but then it all changed when i started knowing more bloggers,people or famous instagrammers ❤
I actually had pictures taken in the bedroom cause i was hoping to achieve the white curtain and me being pretty look but cause of my crappy camera (i use iPhone to take all my pictures) it turned out ugly cause of the lighting.
I wish...
I can have a real photographer and real photoshoots outside. And i am absolutely sure one day i will be there as long as i never give up. I never expected myself here blogging cause i used to just think about it but never taken any action. And i'm doing workouts now for flat abs. It's been few days and it's not that obvious yet but there are changes. I kind of have high metabolism even if i often eat supper and all and i have a big appetite. The fats don't go to my face,thighs or arms. Instead they went to my stomach. It can be flat as a floor when i wake up but once i ate something,i know there's a difference. And this time i am going to take action of gettting rid of my belly fats instead of just complaining about it. I used to complain bout my belly fats but never taken any action. I tried dieting to have a flatter stomache but it turns out useless.
Simple,i like Blogger cause it's where i can blog easily and Wordpress is more to professional blogging. As an amateur in blogging,i prefer doing things step by step. Why the rush?
Actually...
I am not sure how do i look like. Yes i may take selfies and pictures a lot. But i always wonder how about the real me?
I'll think like, "Am i that pretty?" or "Do i really look like this?" Often when i ask random strangers that had seen me before,they said yes i looked the same. I don't apply thick make-up cause i don't like putting foundation or anything on my sensitive skin. I have small mild pimples..not the really obvious ones,but the kind where you can see under the sun only or really near. But i am not ashamed of it. This is part of puberty and it will go away soon. By then,it'll be alright to put powder on face but now,i don't. I don't edit my pictures. I don't go photoshop or anything to make my nose sharper or anything cause i'm sure to feel guilty posting it.
I'm going to end this soon as i'm not sure what to update about now. I'll learn. I'm trying to blog as long as i can now. If there's any suggestions or anything,you can drop me an email anytime! ❤
Love you all xoxo
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